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Apr. 18th, 2007 12:26 amIt's been an extraordinarily eventful day and I'm extraordinarily tired and the carnival is up and extraordinarily full of good things. Check it out here: I'm going to sleep.
Apr. 18th, 2007
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Apr. 18th, 2007 12:51 pmSuper Anti-Spammer has been working hard this morning. Over 950 evil pieces of spam blasted to oblivion. Kind of sums up my day, though. I had so many good things happen early in the week that life is balancing it with other things. Not just spam.
It isn't just things going a tad awry, though. I realised this morning that for the first time I have lead-up-to-birthday depression. Not bad depression. Just an assumption that things are pretty ordinary and that I'm not a nice person to know and that I will reach 46 without achieving much of anything. Which is stupid. I can't talk about the other two parts, but my life is not particularly ordinary. All sorts of happy things are bubbling away. Some of them I may even be able to talk about soon.
I just have the blues. And I've run out of spam to blast, which means I need to find another way of dealing with the blues. I also need to find *someone* who can record Heroes for me, just for tonight. I want to go to the CSFG meeting and my VHS doesn't want to talk to my TV. So far I've talked to three friends and they all have similar problems. I want Heroes and I want CSFG. I also have an imbalance of melancholia in my disposition which means I need to balance it with dry heat. Since I can't wander round the Gold Coast today, I might consider cooking.
Yes, the brain is addled. You don't even have to ask. And yes, it will all sort itself out after 25 April. Some of it may sort itself out sooner if things stop going awry.
In the interim, I might do to some of my computer files what I just did to all that spam. Let me officially name today "Computer housework day."
It isn't just things going a tad awry, though. I realised this morning that for the first time I have lead-up-to-birthday depression. Not bad depression. Just an assumption that things are pretty ordinary and that I'm not a nice person to know and that I will reach 46 without achieving much of anything. Which is stupid. I can't talk about the other two parts, but my life is not particularly ordinary. All sorts of happy things are bubbling away. Some of them I may even be able to talk about soon.
I just have the blues. And I've run out of spam to blast, which means I need to find another way of dealing with the blues. I also need to find *someone* who can record Heroes for me, just for tonight. I want to go to the CSFG meeting and my VHS doesn't want to talk to my TV. So far I've talked to three friends and they all have similar problems. I want Heroes and I want CSFG. I also have an imbalance of melancholia in my disposition which means I need to balance it with dry heat. Since I can't wander round the Gold Coast today, I might consider cooking.
Yes, the brain is addled. You don't even have to ask. And yes, it will all sort itself out after 25 April. Some of it may sort itself out sooner if things stop going awry.
In the interim, I might do to some of my computer files what I just did to all that spam. Let me officially name today "Computer housework day."