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Jan. 18th, 2009 12:43 pmI've been thinking.
I am caught between wanting to keep everything normal and the fact that things aren't normal and can't possibly be for a little. What I've decided is to keep posting in my Food History blog (because I have promises to keep there) but only about food history, not about family crises. I shall take a break from posts in LJ (though not from reading LJ) until at least after the funeral.
The next thing I need to do is find a way of reminding myself to eat. Yesterday I had brunch at 3 pm and today I just realised I haven't even had a glass of water yet. Stress does funny things to the mind.
I am caught between wanting to keep everything normal and the fact that things aren't normal and can't possibly be for a little. What I've decided is to keep posting in my Food History blog (because I have promises to keep there) but only about food history, not about family crises. I shall take a break from posts in LJ (though not from reading LJ) until at least after the funeral.
The next thing I need to do is find a way of reminding myself to eat. Yesterday I had brunch at 3 pm and today I just realised I haven't even had a glass of water yet. Stress does funny things to the mind.