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Aug. 20th, 2012 12:10 pmToday is evenly balanced so far. For each crisis I must deal with by email, my computer sulks and needs a reboot. Four reboots tells you enough about the morning.
I managed to do some work on the novel, at least, while waiting for the reboots. The rest of my long list of things that must be done for today is going to be a bit more of a challenge. For the next eight weeks, too, I really have no choice but to complete my lists. I have a Deadline. So for eight weeks there are fewer inner conversations possible ("I don't have to do this until tomorrow." "I can exchange this bit of work for that." "I have flu - need to go to bed.") I'm luckier than most, for things are reasonably under control. If I work through my lists and get the various bits and pieces done, then I"ll be right. If I don't, of course, I'll be in big trouble. This means that today might end up being a very, very long working day.
I managed to do some work on the novel, at least, while waiting for the reboots. The rest of my long list of things that must be done for today is going to be a bit more of a challenge. For the next eight weeks, too, I really have no choice but to complete my lists. I have a Deadline. So for eight weeks there are fewer inner conversations possible ("I don't have to do this until tomorrow." "I can exchange this bit of work for that." "I have flu - need to go to bed.") I'm luckier than most, for things are reasonably under control. If I work through my lists and get the various bits and pieces done, then I"ll be right. If I don't, of course, I'll be in big trouble. This means that today might end up being a very, very long working day.