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Nov. 9th, 2009 05:13 pmYesterday was bad in patches and today those patches appear to be spreading.
If anyone wants to ring me, I shall have phone tomorrow night, probably.
I'm hoping to have full breathing capacity before then. I've gone very silent in some arenas because all I seem to do is insult people, and my brain can't fathom how. My lack of understanding might have something to do with lack of breathing - I'm really not operating at anything like full capacity - even walking across the room is tough and I had to walk uphill for 1/3 mile this morning to sort out lack of phone/net.
I wrote a long gloomy post explaining everything and apologising madly (even though I still can't work out what I did), but decided to delete it. Instead I'm going to find the trashiest book from my TBR piles, I'm going to toddle to bed and I'm going to demolish the book. If I fall asleep, so much the better.
If anyone wants to ring me, I shall have phone tomorrow night, probably.
I'm hoping to have full breathing capacity before then. I've gone very silent in some arenas because all I seem to do is insult people, and my brain can't fathom how. My lack of understanding might have something to do with lack of breathing - I'm really not operating at anything like full capacity - even walking across the room is tough and I had to walk uphill for 1/3 mile this morning to sort out lack of phone/net.
I wrote a long gloomy post explaining everything and apologising madly (even though I still can't work out what I did), but decided to delete it. Instead I'm going to find the trashiest book from my TBR piles, I'm going to toddle to bed and I'm going to demolish the book. If I fall asleep, so much the better.