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Oct. 22nd, 2006 01:48 amToday is a day of mental lists. I've already done a base map and printed out one set of student notes to be photocopied tomorrow. I have about 4 hours work to do on the base map to make it useful, then it can go where it needs to, and I have one more set of student notes to do and two sets of teacher notes. And at least one review. I'm rather behind on my reviews. If I can do all this before 5 pm I will reward myself with the evening off and can face next week with equanimity.
Mind you, to reach this state where things are achievable I mucked up badly - I need to grovel at the foot of my best friend who waited for me for *hours* yesterday. I was online and forgot to the single program I had come online to use and to meet up with her. A little program. All I did was forget to open it and get tired and go to bed. Sigh. I can be so absent-minded sometimes. The program didn't beep at me and I forgot that I hadn't opened it and then I forgot why I was online and I went to bed. Grovelling at feet is difficult from a distance, so I thought letting the universe know what a hopeless case I am (and how absentminded I can be) would have to do. The thing is that I came home a bit early last night specifically so I could spend that time with her. Drabbit. I wanted to *talk* to her.
Mind you, to reach this state where things are achievable I mucked up badly - I need to grovel at the foot of my best friend who waited for me for *hours* yesterday. I was online and forgot to the single program I had come online to use and to meet up with her. A little program. All I did was forget to open it and get tired and go to bed. Sigh. I can be so absent-minded sometimes. The program didn't beep at me and I forgot that I hadn't opened it and then I forgot why I was online and I went to bed. Grovelling at feet is difficult from a distance, so I thought letting the universe know what a hopeless case I am (and how absentminded I can be) would have to do. The thing is that I came home a bit early last night specifically so I could spend that time with her. Drabbit. I wanted to *talk* to her.